Turmoil

Nina is struggling deeply. It is now impossible for her to stand up or walk unassisted. If we let go of her when helping her walk, she falls over. She is constantly drooling and her nose has begun to bleed on occasion. Worst of all, she is having extreme difficulty speaking. Each time she tries to speak, half of what she is trying to say is inaudible. This causes her to panic and cry. She has spent the past 5 days sobbing off and on, asking when she is going to be done with putting the "pokey" (the needle for her port) in her booby and when she is going to be the "same" as she was.

Turmoil does not even begin to explain what we are experiencing. Her suffering is unbearable, yet we must bare it.  Her sadness is devastating, yet we must fight to create happiness for her! Please pray that our strength and hearts be fortified!!